Please ... !

ME ...

my tears is bleeding inside me ...
my heart pieces is raining a blood on my face ...
my dark sadness is going out to color my wolrd ...
my body is so sick as he deny to live ...
my soul is getting old and fall in autome ...

April ... you just started but i dont want to go on !
im so fragil to be in this world ...
please dont tell me that i'm going to start a new year !
cause i wanna close my eyes, and never wake up again ...