I Surrender !

I do know myself
It’s you I don’t know ..
I have this weak heart,
I can easily fall ..
As I lean on a fake wall
White night or blue
With my Guitar or no
Cause I’m not even true ..
Replacing my heart with a hole !

Sun trying to cry with me
But why would the sun cry ?
Moon is watching the steps of me
Telling me to fly !
In a blue night ..
With no trace left of light
I surrender !


Nour Badr
30/11/2010
Tuesday 11:00 AM
Sistrum e3050

New Moon Piano ...

What else can piano do .. Except hurting the weaves of the time then kiss the pain away ?!

Finally "Work"

19/10/2010 .... "Thanks to Mustafa" -my cousin- I got a job ... Well, It's mix between happy, crazy, normal, up normal, new, sticky, boaring, messy & learning times.

Sistrum "e3050" ... Where I started my career "the first step in the world of jobs"

http://www.e3050.com/

"Im still exploring"

... I NEED ...

I need to Shout, I need to Scream, I need to get out from this damn box ...... Maybe I need you !

I need to explode from in to out ...... I need to speak up my theories with people who really get me and get "what freedom is" and "who to discus right"

I really need to get out right now, to breath some fresh air, to create and write .. but all went to some light !

Ra Ra "Rasputin" ..

Ra Ra Rasputin,
lover of the Russian queen...
Ra Ra Rasputin,
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on !

Oh, Waht days !

To Romitta .. "Big Deal"

Dear Love,

I have to record this day, this hour, this moment, these rush seconds. This evening when we first meet after this long absent, it was great moment when we hugged and kissed. But, it's not this moment i wanna talk about, i wanna record your breaking news !
OMG, I was confused, exited, happy, praying, holding my tears. I wanted to hug you, and I really Did. cause of my silence, I hoped that my hug explain it all to you. we all know what's wrong and right, we know what we agree and disagree on. So, we already mentioned this and realize what behind it, we also can see the white side of the tunnel and we already crossing it to this point. Oh, My baby, oh .. what a "Big deal" Indeed !

I love you, I love you, I love you. yesterday, today, tomorrow, it wont matter cause everyday my heart know that I love you even more !
Now I'm emotional like a happy Angel or Myself actually! . so, with all the music I love, you love, Z love .. with all the prayers of this universe, I dance saying Amen.

From N with Amore,
Friday 17/9/2010
11:30 PM

Sinai - North Sinai - Areesh

As Sinai is the Heart of Misr "Egypt" .. It Also my Heart.

Where are Beauty, Virginity, Sea, Free sky and The Red thin Line between Us and Palestine. Where Life, Peace, War, smell of Pure blood, Sacrifices, Olive and Palms. Where none weapon in our hands, UN., Tunnels to Gaza, spying, hard investment and Heavy Security presence.

I went there three times till now, and i saw this with my naked eye and closer too. But the first time was the sensitive point that fire it all inside me. To cross Suez Canal to the other side .. it's something else.

I went There and left my Heart promising to come back to be with him "My Heart"

Nour Badr
Wednesday
15/9/2010

the next day after returning